Jessica White posts personal message to Nick Cannon on Instagram

After opening up about American TV host and her ex-boyfriend Nick Cannon on Love and Hip Hop Atlanta, Jessica White penned a personal message to the father of 12 via a since-deleted Instagram post as reported by Entertainment Tonight.

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JESSICA WHITE SHARES PERSONAL MESSAGE TO NICK CANNON

Nick Cannon’s ex-girlfriend Jessica White said that she gave him eight “ride or die” years and penned an emotional message to him in a since-deleted Instagram post. She revealed that she couldn’t reach him directly.

The source reports that Cannon stopped communicating with Jessica after she made him her “storyline” on Love and Hip Hop Atlanta.

“I know you’re upset about the show but after eight years I can’t stand when things catch you off guard. And I feel like you deserve way more respect as a man even though I may be more respectful than you ever gave me with public announcements,” she wrote, according to Entertainment Tonight.

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“I wanted it to work, prayed every day that you’d see me and love me the way that I loved you. Maybe you did but just kept it from me during the relationship. I walked away with more questions than anything, I don’t know till this day really why current things had to happen,” she continued.

“I never felt love that was safe even as a kid so no Nick you didn’t cause that pain I had it long before us. But I put it off on you unfairly without seeing that my healing needed to be deeper past us. I mean you added to it but my fear of not being loved wasn’t broken by you I’d like to publicly say that,” she added.

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INSIDE JESSICA WHITE AND CANNON’S RELATIONSHIP

Jessica and Cannon were first spotted together on a grocery run in 2015. The model said that she had given Cannon eight “ride or die” years. The Wild ‘n Out host is a father of 12, but that could have been 13.

The pair unfortunately suffered a miscarriage and they split shortly after as Cannon announced that he was expecting a baby with Britney Bell. It seems Cannon did not tell Jessica that he and Britney had a baby on the way as well.

“She was aware that I had just had a miscarriage, two weeks prior to her news coming out, because he told me that he told her. And I was living at his house, she knew that as well. But I found out on Instagram along with the rest of the world,” she said to Jason Lee back in 2021.

Jessica’s post comes about a month after Cannon told Lee that he was still in love with her.

“That woman has overcome so much, and is just a light and an angel to so many, who operates on a higher frequency,” he said.

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